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Tim Drake discovers the deaths of his family and friends.
Well fuck.
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30 Days of Batman: Day 11. first batfamily member you fell in love with
Tim Drake
“Don’t think for a moment I’m now like you, Bruce. I’m not about to let these losses turn me in another copy of you…grim and vengeful and closed off from most of what keeps us human.”
(via timkarinn)
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Bruce and Tim Moment
(Batman Incorporated #6)
Ughhhgdsih. I sort of laughed when I first read this, because it’s obvious that Grant Morrison hates Tim, but now.
Now I just… Poor Tim. He’s just… he’s so afraid of being pushed out. Someone should one day just analyze all of Tim’s issues with abandonment.
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And people wonder why Tim sometimes acts like a confused jerk. Honestly he was allowed to.“I lost parents, I lost my friends… and then I lost Bruce. You made Damian Robin. I can’t trust Stephanie. And you’re only here because Cassie called you.
I know how it sounds. I lost everything. I snapped… I know how it sounds! But I know I’m right, Dick. And I’m going to prove it.”Tim declared liberation.
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Tim Drake Birthday Spam!
Alfred is totally the mom here, and Bruce the hilariously insensitive dad.
Tim has had terrible father-figures.
Both of them forgot his birthday. :(
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Closing
Title: Closing
Rating: Gen
Characters: Tim, Dick, Jason, Damian and Bruce
Summary: They thought Tim would be the easiest to convince. And Dick is a cuddle-octopus.
Notes: Third in my home!verse.
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I’m just going to sit here and cry and sob and oh my god, that is so sad.
It’s just… I know that Tim is like… they do love him. Well. Bruce and Dick do. But it’s a very… it’s sort of a casual love. Like. When girlscouts come to your door every year and then you remember how much you love Samoas. So you buy three boxes for under ten bucks or whatever inflation makes them be and you eat the first box in an hour and then get a tummy ache and-
-this metaphor is the worst.
My point is that it’s a casual love.
And Tim. I can see this happening. Because even though I might argue Jason is far more removed then Tim is right now, Jason has that uncanny ability to just… belong to Bruce and Dick and the Batfamily, whereas Tim never really had that with Bruce… and it’s… it’s casual with Dick.
So this is just me. Crying about how out of place Tim must feel and how hard he must be working to *not* feel that way. To not feel self pitying and yeah.
I’m still tearing up.
(Source: ghostwingss)
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Tell-Tale [Drabble]
I had about six different requests for this headcanon. Here goes;;
Characters: Dick, Jason, Tim, Damian. Bruce is the elephant in every room. -
Fic: The Happiest Place on Earth
Title: The Happiest Place on Earth
Rating: G
Link: Also up at my AO3, here, if you prefer that format for reading fic.
Notes: I make no guarantees that my mentions of Disney World rides and whatnot will align with Tim Drake’s timeline. But then again, Tim’s been 17 for, what, 20 years now? So I think it’s probably fine.
Summary:
Tim might only be seven, but he puts three things together very quickly.
1. Thursday is his eighth birthday.
2. Disney World is in Florida.
3. Tim’s been talking about Disney World pretty much non-stop, ever since the Shaw twins, from school, got back from their spring break vacation.
If he puts those facts together, the truth is undeniable; Tim’s parents must be planning a trip to Disney World, a surprise for Tim’s birthday.
oh god I knew this was going to hurt before I read it, why did I read it
timmy baby come into my arms :( tim’s logic in this was so heartbreaking because it should be plausible, but it’s just not with his parents. I liked that this wasn’t overly neglectful like some people write his parents. they got him a gift and mrs. mac remembered but they’re still such shitty parents.
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“You think I don’t know?! You think I don’t know how it sounds? I lose my parents, I lose my friends. And then I lose Bruce. You made Damian Robin. I can’t trust Stephanie. And you’re only here because Cassie called you! I know how it sounds. I lose everything, I snapped… I know how it sounds. But I know I’m right, Dick. And I’m going to prove it.”
(Source: ednigmas)
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Tim learned on a simulator because no one was there to teach him.
I have thoughts that he did lots of things on simulators. Like he simulated conversations with his dad, telling him all about Robin. He simulated watching movies with Dick. He simulated playing chess games with Bruce.
Tim used the simulator as a tool for social interaction with people who weren’t there.
And the simulator taught him how to drive. :-/
That is so incredibly painful to imagine *cringe*
This is so very, very Tim. Especially since he probably avoided obvious invitations from Dick and others because he didn’t want to intrude, only to go and simulate the exact social situation he’d just avoided. He considered the simulator faulty, though. They’d never really be that nice to him.
STOP. STOP IT. STOP RIPPING MY HEART OUT
And I had to write this fic. I had to.
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The cartons are strewn out across the table, white with red Chinese characters on them. Grease spots bleeding through the paper and Dick is struggling a bit with his chopstick form. He loses a noodle here and there from bowl to mouth. The man eats animatedly, his elbow occasionally knocking against Tim’s arm, while Tim transfers vegetable fried rice from his own plate to his mouth with a fork.
The Nightwing suit is peeled off of the upper part of his body, dangles like a second skin around his waist. Dick’s undershirt is still damp from the sweat and adrenalin and ozone of the the nights patrol.
Bruce is across from them, using another set of chopsticks to dip one of the chive potstickers in the sweet soy sauce in a small plastic cup in the center of the counter. He’s in a more Batman styled uniform, unlike Dick’s Nightwing one, but it’s pulled apart similar to Dick’s. Batman’s cape abandoned in the cave for the evening.
Tim watches silently as Dick and Bruce work their way around the cartons of takeout. The way it’s a silent thing, that they know when the other needs the rice, or the spicy kung pow chicken. Or when the pass over the egg rolls and the duck sauce.
They’re partners. They know each other so well. They know how to eat take out with one another and make it seem like a routine — like a well choreographed dance.
“Want the last egg roll, Timmy?” Dick’s tenor voice knocks Tim out of his study.
Tim shakes his head and shovels another forkful of sodium saturated bad-carbs into his mouth, “No-” he swallows, “You can have it.”
Dick looks at him shredly before he shrugs, a gentle lift of his shoulders and uses the chopsticks to wobbly lever the fried roll closer to his mouth.
Tim watches Bruce watch Dick and he see’s the man’s eyes narrow minutely.
So does Dick.
“I’m sorry, Bruce. Did you want the last egg roll?” Dick asks with exasperation.
Bruce keeps his eyes narrowed and then looks back down as his own food. “No, Dick. You take it.”
“Do you want me to ask you again, B, because those Batman eye – yep, those ones – don’t really work on my. The Grayson’s have a gene that make us immune to passive aggressive bullsh-“
“No, Dick, really. You eat the last one. You ate the three before, so why not.” Bruce continues to work on the chicken and broccoli on his plate.
“I asked if Tim wanted any, and you don’t even like egg rolls, Bruce.”
There is enough takeout on the counter to feed the state of New Jersey, and Tim has a distinct impression that this wasn’t about egg rolls.
“It’s nothing Dick, could you pass me the soy sauce?”
“No, please Bruce, I insist. You eat the egg roll. Since you seem to want it so bad. Even though you don’t even like them-“
Tim slams his fork down on his plate, louder then he meant to, but it made a satisfying clatter and two pairs of blue eyes turn to stare down at him.
“Uh – Um I’m cutting the baby in half.” Tim grabs a knife and spears the fried roll with the tines of his fork and severs eggroll in two equal parts. “Here, Bruce. You get the bigger piece.” Tim places one half on Bruce’s plate and the other on Dick’s napkin.
When he looks up Bruce’s eyes are bright and directly on his. A new sign he’s getting used to. Veiled humor. A pleasant shiver races up his spine before Bruce looks down at his food.
Dick has a wide grin on his face. No veiled emotions on his handsome face. Just perfect Dick Grayson humor and that look. That look that Tim never quite comprehends as to why it’s aimed at him. It’s a mix of awe and warmth and happiness.
It’s Tim’s turn to look down at his food and move grains of rice around with his fork. His face heat and warms and blushes and he ducks down lower. “So, how does Alfred react when he sees all of the takeout containers?”
And now he hears both laughs from the men beside him. Bruce’s almost silent, but deep, slow laugh. It’s like chocolate, bittersweet and slow. And Dick’s laugh is like soda or champagne. Sweet and bubbly and fun. They sound great together. Batman and Robin.
“Tim. Tim we don’t let Alfred find out. We eat the food and burn the evidence!” Dick laughs and slurps another noodle through his lips.
“We burn them.” Bruce agrees.
Tim blinks, looks between the two of them. “We use the incinerator in the cave, don’t we?”
“We sure do.”
“And Alfred still will probably find out.” Dick supplies.
“Only because someone left a spicy mustard packet out-“
“Why do you always bring that up, Bruce?”
“Because you left a spicy mustard packet out and-“
“Oh my God, Bruce –“
“Well, I’ll make sure that all the mustard packets get spectacularly burned to a crisp. And those pesky soy sauce packets too. Those hussies.”
“See, Bruce?” Dick slings an arm around Tim’s shoulder pulls him close to his warm side. And the man smells like sweat, aftershave and laundry detergent and Tim stops himself from turning his head in to the cotton of Dick’s t-shirt. “I have a Tim to have my back now. How lucky am I?”
Bruce looks down at them, at Tim, who thinks that his heart is going to burst in his chest with each new swell of praise and love and happiness and belonging. “I guess we’re both pretty lucky in that regard.”
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Tim slams his hand down on the keyboard and rips off the headgear that rested in his eyes and ears.
“Simulation Terminated. Simulation Terminated.” The computer voice from the speakers tells him.
Tim breathes deep. Reaches up with his hands to pull at the hair at his forehead. Squeeze his eyes shut.
He takes big, full deep breathes and counts.
He counts to ten and then gives permission to his fingers to release his hair and trail down his face, his neck his chest. He lets his arms cross and encircle his shoulders and gives himself. He let’s himself hug himself for a second or two.
Remembers how it felt to be between Bruce and Dick and their hands on his shoulder and the way they talked to him and looked at him.
He let’s himself think about those feelings for just a few sweet seconds.
And then he stretches back out. He looks down across the algorithms of the simulation.
He sees the sweet errors. He sees the happiness of the lies in them.
He begins to make adjustments. The simulation is false. Bruce and Dick are false. He begins to type. To delete. He fixes the kindness and ease of love that Bruce and Dick showed him with ones and zeros even as he remembers the sound of their laughter with his own.
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I have 22 saved tags that start with tim’s name
I think I have a problem
edit: oh yeah the tag ‘babyface’ is reserved especially for yj tim so I guess that counts as one
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